Iffah went and came back, but she feels that things have changed in SG alr. She much prefers it over in Aussie and is urging her parents to allow her to return at a much earlier date than planned.

Now Im worried. I dont want to lose my sense of belongingness. I still want to feel as though I belong here and that this is my home. I need the push-pull factor that makes me want to return home and be happy. Someone please tell me where I can find this factor.

Life is pretty mundane. Work, home, internet, sleep. Occassional randomly-made decisions to go clubbing, getting wasted then feel like a bag of crap at work the next day. I need to break out of this stifling mold. I cant wait to start studying, I have already began my revising. I wonder if this is just a spur of the moment thing or will this enthusiasm last past Christmas. Ohwells, CNY is early this year and I need to buy new clothes. I havent purchased clothes online since April. Now, Im back with a vengeance. HAHAHA.