The Infatuation of The Nemesis is the Epitome of Perfection.
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21 & Bloody Confused
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Will I be happy? YesWill I be alone? Yes Will I be able to survive? Yes Will I make new friends? Yes Will I regret it? Maybe Will I study hard? Maybe Will I come back a different person? Maybe Will I wish I have never gone? Maybe Is it a waste of my time? I dont know Am I making the right decision? I dont know Will I feel like crap in the middle of the night wishing I was back in Singapore, playing a fool with my family and friends? Will I cry because Im so sick and I need my parents to send me to the hospital? Will I ever have the courage to kill and dispose of a lizard? Will I be hardworking enough to do my laundry and clean up after myself? Will people here forget about me? Will I move on when I make new friends? Will I miss the convenience of driving around? Will I miss quarreling with my mother and mock beating up my sisters? Will I miss acting cute to my dad and watching him do the same in return? I need a compass to show me the right direction to head towards. Mixed feelings now. |