The Infatuation of The Nemesis is the Epitome of Perfection.
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Sunday, November 21, 2010
My life isnt all rainbows and butterflies. And I dont know why people assume and think it is. I may live a life more blessed than others. But this does not mean that there arent any dark sides. Two sides to a coin and you only always see your side. What about mine?!Had a talk with The Sister last week. Realised that we faced alot of similar shit from our "friends", people that take advantage of us because we seem more fortunate and shit. It hurts when some people treat you a certain way eventhough it hurts the crap out of you, but they think you deserve it, just because. It hurts even more when the people you deeply care about, do it to you too. I believe that Im fiercely loyal to my friends, and I always try to see the good in each of them. But once I see something bad in you, I get so repulsed, I dont even want to hang out anymore. Obviously humanbeings are flawed, me included. I do not judge nitty gritty nonsensical stuffs ofcourse, but don't take advantage of me to my face. The least you all can do, is do it subtly. So that I can pretend I dont notice. "Friends forever , best buddies, sister I never had." All these terms are starting to become jokes. Sometimes, I stop to wonder if this person is friends with me for any specific reason. Fucking emo-nemo at the moment. Going to sleep all of this away. |