Intense mix of feelings. This is when compassion and loyalty overtook my brain. I dont know how to react and what to do. So I just stand motionless at a corner watching the proceedings. I can never stand watching people cry, but this time, I just stood aside and stared. Stared till my retinas burned. I dont feel very emotional now, I feel like Im in a vacuum and all of these is a bad dream that I cannot get out of. This is then when the shadows proved the sunshine.

Thankgod, I followed my heart and went.