Friday passed by damn quickly for me. Went to school for 2 hours only. Decided to skip lecture to catch up on my sleep. Went home and washed the car. Went out again to pay the phone bills and lunched with WanTing. Slept all the way till 9plus. Damn shiok. But all things went downhill from there.

Call it sixth sense of something, I woke up feeling damn uncomfortable, as though something wasnt right. 10secs later, Jonas' mother called me to tell me that he isnt home and he isnt picking up the phone. I think Auntie treats me like her son's GPS. Right, Jonas? But still, the ever resourceful me managed to find the asshole. Long talk about priorities, responsibilities and selflove. Felt weird preaching to the asshole. Cause he is usually the sensible one, while Im the one behaving like a mofo. -.- Now, there's a change in roles and its hard for me to adapt. But I'll do all it takes. But like I mentioned, there's a limit to everything. The consequences of any of your actions will severely affect the people that loves you. Keep out the suicidal thoughts, cause all of us are right here with you. Most importantly, you know you are the light of your mother's life & she cannot do without you. Whatmore, you are the only child. Remember what I told you, about what your mother said to me.

PS: You dont have to feel apologetic and guilty, cause I used to rely on you for every single shit. Now my turn to reciprocate.

PPS: You are fucking skinny now. Please eat more, auntie asked me to go and eat dinner with you some time soon. Im damn steady, okays. You shall pick the tab.(: HAHAH

PPPS: I didnt know my tears still had an effect on you, despite you seeing me cry like a million times. HAHAH. This shall be my secret weapon from now on. You die~~~~ LOL