Being sick is sucking away most of my energy. I feel so damn shagged and irritated at the moment, that I cant wait to fall back to my bed and wake up only two months later. ): There's so many things that I want and need to say, but I need to process them in my head first. Ive learnt not to "verbal-diarrhoea" all my thoughts anymore, because not everybody shares the same mentality as I do. Its super easy to find friends to talk to, but to find people that share the same mentality, can be hella tough. Im feeling very lazy in all aspects of my life now, I just want to sit at a corner and watch the world go by. ): I dont like changes, cause I hate the awkwardness. But I dont like things to remain constant, cause I will get bored. Damnit. Tell me, what should I do. I can be damn contradicting at times, to the extent that I find myself confusing. ):

Today's The Father's birthday~ Cake today and dinner on Saturday.(: I love The Father alot. Cause he always let me have my way, is very nice to me, tells me Im wonderful and is willing to sacrifice himself for me. AWWWWS. Sentimental.