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The Infatuation of The Nemesis is the Epitome of Perfection.
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Huimin Sim

Monday, November 17, 2008
This is so going to be a uber lengthy, wordy post.


Okays. First of all, to state things clear. Dont you misunderstand my blog and whatever I wrote, then bitch and whine about it behind my back. Ask me in my face. Dont think that you are such an important person to actually hold some value in my life. I dont anyhow anyhow blog about some random insignificant people please. I cant wait to roll my eyes at you the next time I see you. SERIOUSLY.
Secondly, I dont expect anybody to dislike me or just do something that will annoy or irritate me when I never ever done anything to you. Im not a wallflower. I will retaliate and return you 10times of whatever you have done to me.
Thirdly, I treat people the way they treat me. You be nice to me, I will be 10times nicer to you. Vice versa. I dont want to be taken for granted, after I put in so much for the friendship. I dont mind having lesser friends. Its totally alright. I rather a few friends that are close to the heart than a million "hi-bye" friends.
Fourthly, I dont give a hoot about what you think about me. Dont make assumptions of what you see and hear, it becomes a big joke when you know nothing at all and you pretend that you do.
Lastly, dont you dare critisize me about the way I do stuff. Look at yourself. Im so digusted with you after all that I heard about you. And getting critisized be you, is like a major insult to me.

Let me tell you a story. Im going to give everyone pseudonyms.
One fine day after school, IG came to tell HM about what VG said about me. HM went to tell her goodfriend SJ, SJ confirmed it as she heard it too. HM was kinda pissed as she had never ever done anything to VG, so HM doesnt expect to be treated this way. When HM reached home, she went online to ask VG's friend PG about whats going on. PG told me that she would ask VG about it. HM went to blog about it, and she didnt mention any names. (But how come everybody knows that *K is Kok. D:) Okay anyways, the next day, PG and VG went to explain the matter seperately to HM. JB explained also few days later. After HM knew what actually had happened, all was alright alr. But,
UG misunderstood HM's blog and made a fuss. UG thought that HM was talking about her. (Eh. Why? Guilty ah?) UG was always lamenting about people not telling her off infront of her face. (But why ah? Instead of confronting me face to face, you bitch about me? Please practise what you preach siol. Dont make a fool out of yourself) UG didnt like HM because of what she did to CS. (Hello~ You know what he did to me in the first place? Dont listen to one side of a story and assume that you know everything.) UG thought that HM should bury the hatchet and be forgiving. (Eh. Hello~ Forgiving? You think Im Mother Theresa siol?) HM seriously cannot be bothered with UG. HM is not going to do anything to UG. Since UG likes CS so much that she has to defend him and come attack HM about it, then HM will treat UG the same way as how she treats CS. Which is to mentally block out UG's existence. Which HM has already been doing since the start of the academic year. ( No, I dont pick on you or whatsoever, I still lent you my blazer when you needed it. No.Its not because I liked you so much. Its because CI asked on your behalf. CI is my friend, I dont say "No" to my friends. I dont mind lending you the blazer actually. Im not that petty, but you should have the decency to wash it and return it the next day or whatsoever. No? Not only is there something wrong with the way you assume things are like, there is a serious hygiene problem about you.)
UG and PG are close friends. PG always had to defend and help UG all the time and PG didnt have a word of complain. Instead of being grateful, UG didnt take into consideration of the times that PG had helped her and asked PG " what kind of a friend" she is. (Excuse me, perhaps you are blind to the fact that PG is very loyal to her friends and she doesnt expect anything in return but for her friends to not take advantage of her.Thats the least that you can do as a friend. But you failed to do so, this is PG's turn to ask you, "What kind of a friend are you?) PG is always at a losing end in a friendship. But she never complains, when she needs someone to confide her matters in, her friends didnt bother to put themselves in her shoes and just brushed her off. I dont think PG deserved that. Although we dont talk very often, once we do, we talk alot. I like PG alot and I treasure our friendship. I treasure all my friendships. I live by the motto "Once broken considered sold.". You break my trust and off you go. Im closest to SJ in school. I tell SJ alot of my stuff, she always know what Im about to say. Thats what a friend should be like, no? I wont take SJ for granted cause I know real friends are hard to find. PG is my friend, I swear Im going to talk to her more and more. You dont appreciate her, then you dont deserve her. AT ALL.
In a few weeks, Im going to come back and read this post and laugh at how petty and juvenile I was. But you know what, this is my heartfelt thoughts about you.
**Dont thank me siol. This is just what friends are for. Stop getting taken advantage of.Always remember to love yourself more than others. Some people are just not worth it.(: