The Infatuation of The Nemesis is the Epitome of Perfection.
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
If only replacing you, was as easy as I said.If only I could have just forget you. If only things werent so complicated. If only I can stop thinking about you for awhile. Just a lil while. Just enough time for me to catch my breath. If only I can remove my mask and be myself. If only others will stop talking behind my back, just because Im not smiling. My world isnt full of sunshines, butterflies, rainbows and all things pretty. Im allowed to be upset and unhappy, ain't I? I dont understand why people keep telling me that Im fierce, I look very moody blahblahblah when I dont have any expressions on my face. Dont bother about me, when you arent sincere. It doesnt matter to me. Im already so tired from every single thing. I dont have the extra energy to go protect myself against Two-Faces. I need to stop letting people depend and rely on me. I need some space to breathe. I need to talk to my friends, but I dont know where to start. Jonas says that Im doing too much retail therapy. True~~ But thats the only way to make me feel better. D: Wait wait wait wait wait. This is what you have been repeating to me all these days. Joker~ Im all over you. You can fcuk off to another corner of the earth and wait by yourself. I've seriously had enough of you. |