The Infatuation of The Nemesis is the Epitome of Perfection.
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Sunday, August 3, 2008
Beware of an extremely wordy post.I went to school yesterday.Kinda glad cause I missed laughing with everybody and all.School was a long day and I was kinda looking forward to meeting Piya&Tqy first then Andre later after school.Was planning to come home and prepare first before meeting Piya&Tqy.But she called me while I was still in the bus on the way home.So I just got off the bus and went to meet her.We met up without Tqy first.Sat down, had dinner and Piya updated me about her life.She's going to KL for a week's holiday.And she finally quitted her job.(: Tqy came after that.Waited for him to have his stupid pratas.I was still all happy till few hours later. Andre msged me. Twice, 3 mins apart each Message. He had such a fucking irresponsible attitude.I replied super angrily.I did him a favour and he knew it.Then he carried such a big shot attitude, Like I owe him a living.Heated msges continued.Threats and unkind words said and returned.Waited for him together with Piya&Tqy for an hour before he showed up.No words spoken between us. My friendship with Andre is officially over.4 years of friendships.And we werent just the type of "Hi-Bye" friends.We were super close.And almost all of my friends know of his existence.They have either seen him irl/ seen pictures of him before.I always give in to him,cause I know that he is super self-centered and selfish.I know that, and all his friends knew too.He wasnt the type of guy that you can take advantage of.But he'll always be there to take advantage of you.Some may wonder why we are even friends.But there are times when he was reallyreally nice to me.Im not saying that I make the most fantastic friend.But at least I try. I try to be generous and accomodating even when I dont feel like it.For what siol?To be treated badly by you at the end of the day?Im upset that things had turned out this way.I fucking upset over the fact that you treated me this way,despite everything that I had done for you.I dont require acknowledgement/whatsoever. But you ought to be grateful no matter what and know where your limits are,no? Im not like your stupid friends giving way to you all the time,I actually have limits.Im not a saint.I was fucking pissed last night.Not by what you did, but by what you said. It hurts when you actually could say things about me the way you did. I was so upset and angry that my head was spinning and I could burst out crying in public. 4years and I guess you still dont know me well enough. To be able to spread blatant lies about me and all the backhandded stuff that you were doing. Im the one that should be speechless.And to hear that you are "disappointed in me". FUCK YOU. You have no right to.Im in so many ways better than you.Dont give me all this shit.Like Im not worthy of your flimsy friendship. I was fucking wrong when I thought that you had guts.Apparently the size of your balls are smaller than an ant. Obviously, you are just a silly insecured fool to have spread lies about your closest friends. Yes, FRIENDS. I believe and know that Im not the first and only one that you have treated this way. But I dont give a shit anymore. Im going to be juvenile and say that I dont want to be friends with you anymore. Its not as though I dont treasure our friendship. I seriously do, thats why it hurts so bad. You can continue to spin your fucking lies in your own little twisted world. Im sick and tired of you.& I dont give a single hoot about you anymore. Piya&Tqy; Thanks for being there for me all the time.I always know that I can rely on you two. Love you. |