The Infatuation of The Nemesis is the Epitome of Perfection.
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Sunday, July 13, 2008
Woke up from a long sleep.Ended up more tired than before.Attempted to do project,but nothing's with me.POM's almost completed,i think.CSA's a fugging bitch.Comm Skill's will be completed soon,i think.Econs havent even started.Best or best.I havent went out to meet my friends for so long.I keep cancelling my driving lessons because of projects and its affecting my progress.Im sick and tired of projects.I need to buy time.Received Amanda's gift through registered postage.Fantastic or what.I dont even have time to go and meet up with people that they have to resort to postage to pass me my gift.Im such a fantastic friend.There are tests coming up.I feel compelled to do well.But Im too lazy and reluctant to study.Gahs.How?I need people to help me do my projects.Take my place for the next 2 weeks.I seriously need a holiday before I go bonkers.There's dinner with family yet again tonight.This is just further proof of how fast time has passed.I feel as though I just had dinner with them yesterday.Oh yeahs, I came up with a conclusion by myself.There's only 4 of us in the Usuals,the others will be labelled as, well, "Others".I had enough of pretending that I like the Others as much as I like the Usuals.They are two different groups of friends.Im sick of the Others confronting me and asking me weird and retarded stuff.Im grateful that you guys try to be my friends.But Im not some Aunt Agony.Stop bugging me,glaring at me,ignoring me or whatever.Seriously,I dont give a shit.But I believe that I did nothing to deserve this.There's a limit to everything.You go overboard,and I will retaliate.Im not as nice as you guys think I am.Get over it. Sometimes when people get really ambiguous, that's when i start to build up walls.It's frightening how one can say something and then mean another, bottomline to be really fake in your face. |